Deceptions

Oh yeah I'm going to talk about deceptions. I received all kind of deceptions in my life mostly of my friends. You can tell that if a person keeps disappointing you that person won't be your friend... Well it's complicated. Everyone will disappoint us someday. Everyone. But we have to find the strength to keep on the road... to move on ... to forget it. But forget it is just a way to say it I better say forgive it. Everyone deserves forgiveness. Everyone. But I know it's not easy sometimes. I mean after more than 100 deceptions you get used to them. But not because you want them or something like that.... beacuse you learn to focus in the good parts of your life and let them stay behind.

You can't have everything you want from others beacuse you don't manipulate them or something. You just have to take the good parts of everything. I have a problem... people often do things without including me but I'm not talking about parties I'm talking about APRECIATION. People giving you thanks of what you did for them. It's hard to get I think but everything I do for others I do it with sincere love and without expecting anything in reward but a THANKS. Sometimes I cheat myself and I am waiting for others to include me in their notes or I don't know... it's hard to explain.

But what I do know is that for every deception I get there's another achievemnt I make such as a new friend, a step closer to my dreams, meeting a great person or having a huge hug, seeing an old friend or getting good grades. I mean for every negative thing in earth there's 5 positive ones but you have to look for them.