There is always a but
There is ever a never
Billion thoughts
Just a second
Tell again
I can't reckon
When was the last time I lived
when was the air easy to breathe
when was my happy ending so near
when will this life reappear?
Only a third
Above the spine
Can't you relate
How to survive
Bring me relief
Sing me away
Hold me so tight
Lead me to death
When was the last time I felt
Joy without regret
When was the last time I dared
To not care away
Sustain but obtain
Not tolerate
Life is much more
Than grieving the fate
When was the last time I chose
To put myself first
Is it ever possible
To only "be"