See what you have, not what you don't.

Did you ever feel like you are a piece of paper that everyone can step on it? I did. There's this photoshoot, I know it's ridiculous but I want to be the lucky girl who goes to it, but there are a lot of more beautiful girls than me and I, sometimes, feel like I am less. I feel like nobody cares about me, nobody pays attention, nobody worries. I don't like to feel like that because I know I should be grateful about having everything I have, but in these days I have the right to get depreseed. We are all humans and we just can't be smiling everytime. But try to do it the most of it. There's this guy also who likes me I told you. I talked to him that I didn't like him back but he already built walls and he told me that he can make me change my mind,.... but I don't believe it and I'm afraid he could. Anyways see what you have not what you don't.
-Maggie

Days

There are some days when you feel hurt, you don't feel happy at all... and you are sleepy. Some days when you start thinking... what if? Or start accuulating all your problems and even wanting to cry. There are days when somebody tells you "stupid" or something that wouldn't mind in other days that gets you down. I don't like that days because I don't find the reason I feel like shit HAHA it's like if I look in the things I have and the people I love I shouldn't be like that! What am I supposed to do? What is missing? And then I remember all the movies where the couple is happily together HAHAHAHAHHAH is sad you know.

I, like a lot of people, want to find mi other half HAHAHAAHHAHAA but is difficult... PRETTY DIFFICULT. Buttttttttttt what can I do!?  Just sit there and hope he comes after me one day...? (IT'S NOT A BAD IDEA :P ) HAHAH well I should just look and keep my eyes wide open because maybe he's in front of me and I didn't even look at him.

BEING LOVED AND NOT LOVE IN RETURN...

Well..... You already read the title.... I am in that situation right now :D

Have you ever wondered what's worst,... saying nothing and wishing you had... or saying something and wishing you hadn't ?.. what hurts the most?

Well... there's this guy .. my friend. That likes me but I don't like him or love him... I only see him as a friend YEP TYPICAL... Well I only were in that situation once before and it was easy because the guy wasn't a close friend of mine but, in this situation is different I PROMISE Y DID CONSIDER being with him but he is pretty different to me, he doesn't know what to say when he's with me... I CAN NOTICE... and that's uncomfortable you know..

This guy is a football player and singer, he likes classic music and he is a nice guy. The problem here is that snce I met him he became my friend... maybe not a very close friend but he is important and I would feel guilty if I make a friend suffer because of me. I know is the same story that repeats everyday with everyone. Love and not being loved in return.... but I mean why cannot it be as easy as "Hey I don't love you.. move on fall in love with another girl" WHY? because is love... -.- that pretty funny thing that we all search and hide from. We love everyday and we are loved everyday but for the most of people the love of friends and family isn't enough. I mean we always look for that guy from the movie who falls in love have some troubles and finally ends happily with a woman and they have children and die together.... BUT the movies can represent ALL our dreams but it is not that easy in real life. I mean what chances do we have to find a person who loves us and never let us go? Can anyone tell me that!? First of all... guys you always look the outside of the box before looking on what's inside it! We, girls maybe do the same but we take the chance, in more cases than you, to know you even if you're not Brad Pitt hahaha. The point here is that I hate it when someone finds beauty in you.... when someone realizes that you are different from the others... that you're an amazing person but you don't feel the same way... I mean I do know that and I do see that in him but I wouldn't like him as my boyfriend..... I am pretty weird in that stuff. I can't fall in love with any of my friends is something that never happens or I never let it happen... but when someone comes to me with the full purpose of flirting with me is more the chance for him to get me. Another thing I like to say if a man is reading this.... HEY! YOU MEN! WHY THE HELL ARE MOSTLY OF YOU SO SHYYYYYY!? It doesn't work I swear. Why do we girls have to reach the point in which we have to ask you to go out! COME ON! Eat some eggs at breakfast and TRY TO TALK TO THE ONE YOU LOVE, ASK HER OUT!.. IDK GIVE HER SOME SIGNS THAT YOU LOVE HER. I mean what do you have to loose? In the theme of these speech I am talking about loveing and not being loved in return but the point is that if you love and they don't love you F**K THEM (: I mean they are loosing you, you're better without that people HAHAHAHAH okey not... jk Just get over it and go on with your life remember that if one door is closed two others will open you just have to look for them! Scream in the air how you feel but with respect :) Say nice things to others because later they will do the same :) Talk to that person you're attracted too she/he won't be able to escape or ignore you HAHA Live everyday as if  you're going to die tomorrow and enjoy all the little things life gives to you because at he end they're the ones that count the most.

SO..... I DON'T LOVE ANYONE BUT I WANT TO FIND MY PRINCE CHARMING JUST LIKE EVERY GIRL IN THE WORLD HAHAHA but if one guy likes me and I don't like him I don't have to make him waste his time thinking about me.... when he can meet the love of his life.


THIS IS RANDOM I KNOW... SO GET USED TO IT


BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D

A Christmas gift.

Yep I cried... why? because a simple but ridiculous reason... My brother is going to stay 1 week away from me :$ I will tell you a story. It's a story I like to tell :) 

In Christmas 8 years ago moreless.. I was writting my letter to Santa Claus and I wrote "Santa please bring me a puppy or a brother/sister" and TARA! My mommy got pregned... I wanted a puppy -.- AHHAHAH just kidding I was pretty excited :) And when finally my brother born, I was exploding of joy. We grrew together filled with love and we bothered each other as brothers do but in the end we hugged each other and we were never apart. When I cry he is there to tell me he doesn't want me to cry anymore, when I am disappointed he says something silly and makes me laugh :') when I am happy he enjoys my prescense and it's awesome how much you can love a single person. I take care of him everyday, I help him fight against life, I tell him what's wrong and what's not and I am his model to follow. I have a big responsability but I enjoy it EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE. I can tell you with honestly he is the person, thing, etc... that I love the most in the world. I sincerely say that he changed my life and improved it bye 1 million. And without him I would be more alone...

He is not like all the boys, he has problems because my parents are separated so he grew in a kind of tense atmosphere... when he heard people screaming he became upset... and sometimes while he is eating he says he sees figures in the food and he gets scared. But I will be there for him until the end as he has been for me all these years...

I am about to cry again... AHAHHA shit... hahahahah :P but what can I do? In love you suffer and you enjoy and well we'll be far away one from the other but I know we'll be okay....

Iloveyoumychampion....my brother <3

Can I rescue you?

I was just sitting there... watching people dancing beacuse I didn't like that music and friend was gone. I was alone while my dad, his gf and my brother were dancing... hahah xD But I was just watching, laughing... thinking. Since I arrived the city I was hoping to find new people but specifically a new guy. Yep, hahahaha a new guy. And there he was... approaching to me, he said: "may I sit?" and I answered yes :3 he started eating and I was just there in a one-chair distance of him. Then I asked him if he liked the food... his plate was almost empty hhaha and he told me that he didn't like cream and I was like.... okaaaay? AHAHAHAH but then I just kept silent and he started a conversation. c:  He was sooo sweet, so nice, but so empty inside. I remember one day a friend told me that I can easily make someone tell me everything about him including his past. I remember that. So, I discover that I was about to kissing him beacuse we were so close each other becauseeeeeee we were in a party with a lot of noise so we were whispering each other in the ear.... I mean SCREAMING hahah so we could listen ourselves. But my dad was in front so nothing happened. We made a click and I made him smile a lot, I discovered that he was in drugs, he smoked, he drank a lot but all that beacuse he was trying to fill his heart, his soul.... with pleasure, a pleasure that love can give a person... with just a simple: smile or hug. The most common reason, in my opinion, people get in that sutff is because they want to fill theirselves. Well at the end I was just about to leave and he gave me his face HAHAHAH and i'm not talking about a part of his body ... :P He left footprints... but I don't know, I mean I would like to know him more but it has its risks. I don't want hin to fall in love with me if I'm not pretty sure if I would want to be with someone who hurts himself with all that stuff..... and that's only a simple question..... are you able to drop everything you are taking for another chance to fill yourself? to be loved? to be happy..?

I mean.... are you able to change just for your well-being? or for me?

Can I rescue you?