I was just sitting there... watching people dancing beacuse I didn't like that music and friend was gone. I was alone while my dad, his gf and my brother were dancing... hahah xD But I was just watching, laughing... thinking. Since I arrived the city I was hoping to find new people but specifically a new guy. Yep, hahahaha a new guy. And there he was... approaching to me, he said: "may I sit?" and I answered yes :3 he started eating and I was just there in a one-chair distance of him. Then I asked him if he liked the food... his plate was almost empty hhaha and he told me that he didn't like cream and I was like.... okaaaay? AHAHAHAH but then I just kept silent and he started a conversation. c: He was sooo sweet, so nice, but so empty inside. I remember one day a friend told me that I can easily make someone tell me everything about him including his past. I remember that. So, I discover that I was about to kissing him beacuse we were so close each other becauseeeeeee we were in a party with a lot of noise so we were whispering each other in the ear.... I mean SCREAMING hahah so we could listen ourselves. But my dad was in front so nothing happened. We made a click and I made him smile a lot, I discovered that he was in drugs, he smoked, he drank a lot but all that beacuse he was trying to fill his heart, his soul.... with pleasure, a pleasure that love can give a person... with just a simple: smile or hug. The most common reason, in my opinion, people get in that sutff is because they want to fill theirselves. Well at the end I was just about to leave and he gave me his face HAHAHAH and i'm not talking about a part of his body ... :P He left footprints... but I don't know, I mean I would like to know him more but it has its risks. I don't want hin to fall in love with me if I'm not pretty sure if I would want to be with someone who hurts himself with all that stuff..... and that's only a simple question..... are you able to drop everything you are taking for another chance to fill yourself? to be loved? to be happy..?
I mean.... are you able to change just for your well-being? or for me?
Can I rescue you?
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